Will it ever heal?

Is it wrong to reminisce? Just happen to look into my old photos and all feelings came flooding back.

Those feelings which I thought I "Got over" were still there I guess. All I've been doing is to lock those feelings I had, or I still have in a place in my mind where I stop myself from wandering into. It hurts when looking at the pictures, how much in love we were, his touch, his smell... then the arguments and fights... everything that was not meant to be.

Then why do I still care so much that he moved on?