Random bits of my life

A few recent things that amused me:

• Did you know you shouldn't medically call someone a transvestite anymore? They should be called 'Gender illusionists' *i.e. I was a gender illusionist when I took that passport picture at 15 years of age*

• The sky at night had its 50th anniversary not long ago with Sir Patrick Moore still presenting it with his 44 inch long retractable telescope *giggles*. I want to speak posh like him, see his long retractable telescope and am determined to find a use of the cursing phrase 'blast in hell' *spoken in a posh accent*

• In Spiderman 3 *A bit of a draggy long film*, Peter Parker gyrating his hips is NOT sexy at all and it ruined the whole bloody film for me. His Pete Wentz (Fall out boy) look was NOT appealing either but the best bit of the film, which both Sam and I agreed on, was the end when Pete reaches out for MJ's HAIRY ARM - now it was NOT clever to use bright light on the shiny-blonde-hairy arm!! It was like a carpet!

• Low & high dose dexamethasone tests finally clicked with my little pea brain! :D

• My tutor gave me tips on growing my little babies *am referring to my tomato plants that I stupidly left out in the pouring rain which then had to be rescued*

• Climbing is just the best fun in the world ever!!!!! Apparently, according to our instructor, men who climb without their shirts on are usually experts at climbing *drools at the site of those toned muscley arms...*

χ-Y signing off leaving you this gorgeous passage

愛上一個人...

愛上一個人，是一種習慣

愛人真的是一種習慣
習慣他的存在
習慣他的出現
習慣跟他說話
習慣真的很恐怖的一種感覺

愛上一個人是一種習慣,
你習慣他的呵護，
習慣他的溫柔，
習慣他的淘氣，
習慣他的笑容
甚至在不知不覺中，你習慣用他的方式微笑，用他的方式溫柔
你們彼此互相依賴，依賴著這甜蜜的習慣

每天固定的，
你也習慣在特定時間聽到電話鈴聲響起
你用最溫柔的聲音期待他的回應
但當傳來的聲音不是他時，
你總是會有那麼一點點的失望
因為你依賴著那甜蜜的習慣

然後有一天你們分手了，你難過、傷心、失望與不捨
因為你還是一樣依賴著那習慣。
但是你卻必須捨棄「習慣」的權利
你不再有權利習慣他的呵護、溫柔、淘氣與笑容

於是你有了新的習慣
你開始習慣想到他時流著眼淚悼念過去的記憶
你開始習慣每天睡前不再有他的耳語
你開始習慣每天日落前站在窗前看著夕陽沉默不語

你開始習慣
直到有一天，你忙得忘了這些習慣
你不再習慣流淚
不再習慣對著夕陽發呆
你才猛然發現很久、很久沒有想起他的溫柔了
你甚至有些忘了他的樣子
模模糊糊的

你只記得他曾經有著那樣好看的笑容
不過，都已經是模模糊糊的了

那時候，逝去的愛情終於變得美麗，不再有遺憾
我們害怕失去愛情
也許只是害怕失去對一個人
甜蜜的『習慣』
或許換個角度
我們並不是真的失去『習慣』
而是試著習慣沒有那些習慣的生活
這，也是一種習慣。

能清楚的區分欣賞喜歡與愛的人
往往都是一發不可收拾的人
因為知道自己的愛並非衝動之舉
所以不願輕許
如果給了，不會輕了.....

Only if you could understand the beauty of this piece of writing...