Emotions

Stupid emotions....

Had a spell of low-feeling this evening, even though I had a lovely afternoon.

Am I a weak person? I don't like the feeling of being alone... especially the feeling of being left behind.

Every relationship I had (erm... the 2...) it seems to end the same, with the man who I grew to love so much leaving me behind and not give a reason about it. Is it because of my neediness that drive them away from me? Why??

On top of leaving me behind without a reason, they decide that they can't even be bothered to care about me as a friend. After you have shared so much with one person, how can you just leave and decide to not care for that person so easily? Why can't I do the same even they dumped me? What is the point of loving again if this is what happens to me everytime I love someone with my all? What is the point of trying in life when shit ALWAYS happen?