Text: VOTE Mr R or VOTE Mr S to 85521 or Phone: 09072 888 888

Someone who I feel so connected with on the inside, but nothing on the outside.

Someone else who I feel so much for on the outside, but not even touching on the inside.

Is it just about looks? *Shallow, right?*

Can it only be about the personality? *Even if they do not physically attract you?*

If I want both, am I too greedy and unrealistic? *I guess I don't have a choice do I...*

God is trying to let me find out what sort of man I want isn't he? So that I won't let him pass me by without me noticing. Either that, or he finds life boring up there because everyone is happy and loved, so he decides that he should just stir things up a little down here *kinda like us watching Eastenders on TV really* to entertain himself? This show, Schadenfreude, I am sure is the best TV series up there. I bet people can vote via text/phone to what ending they think I deserve.

I think I may need to make an appeal to the viewers in a Pop Idol way, or a JD thinking mode way, saying: 'Please text 85521 with VOTE Mr R for Mr Right for me, because I can't stand these half-compatible/suitable Mr Shites anymore. I mean, WHO ARE THEY?!?!?! *Nikki's tone*' :P