28 April 2007

Please... watch over everyone I love

I'm not sure where to start my thoughts.

There's someone I want so bad yet I know I can't have.

At first, I thought to myself, 'At last, my luck is changing!'. I spoke too soon again didn't I?

Why do good things happen, then somehow it just get snapped out of your hands by... nothing??

No reason, no explanation, no warning, nothing what-so-ever.

The only way I get by at the moment is to tell myself that who ever is up there is hearing my prayers. I wished to that certain someone up there I can give up the one thing that makes me happiest and most fulfilled in my life, in return, keep my family safe from harms way.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Love yourself too. Value yourself. Don't put all your energy into this thing you can't have and end up drained with nothing left to give.

You are more beautiful than you know x

Einnay said...

...beautiful? Then why doesn't this someone think so?

Anonymous said...

This someone does :)

“I am from heaven, where I am returning, others to please and gladden with my splendor; and he who sees me here and fails to love me never will comprehend love’s truthful meaning, for no one did I banish from my liking when nature asked about me from the very One who decreed that I’d be with you, ladies."
I Am A Beautiful And Youthful Maiden / (Io mi son pargoletta bella e nova)

Einnay said...

Beautiful poem... Though I don't fully understand the last bit '...for no one did I banish from my liking when nature asked about me from the very One who decreed that I’d be with you, ladies.'. The 'ladies' is confusing me...