Love me, love me not

Mellow magic is a health hazard, especially dangerous for a person who has too much time in their hands at the moment.

I'm tired. Tired of liking the people I can't have. Tired of getting to know a new person. Tired of the whole 'Will they won't they' situations. Tired of being stupid in bloody everything I do. Tired of... just being me, being alone.

I am tired of being strong. I need someone to tell me that everything is okay and just take me into their arms where I can feel safe.

You probably think I am just weak. I think so too. I just feel I'm slowly dying inside and I can't do anything to stop it.

It's okay. sleeping can make me better. Maybe I can sleep forever and forget about the world forever.