What am I to you?

Just sharing a lil bit of my thoughts.

Being alone. I like being alone. Alone at night in my room listening to the sounds outside: dogs barking, sirens zooming by, road cleaners with their vehicles and more dogs barking...and sleep during the day so that I can escape from the world, where I am safe.

I guess life goes on even if I stop (this feels particularly real when deadline approaches). My thoughts and feelings remain the same while other people's change.

How do you know when everything changes? How do you know that one day/one hour/one minute/one second, everything change?

I hate change. It just feels unsettled and uncomfortable. However, sometimes you are forced to change, for better or for worse. It's always a shock to find out how others (be it bfs or just fds) really feel about you and what you mean to them deep inside. It may bring you happiness, but you have to admit shock is usually upsetting.

Truth hurts.

"你當佢係寶, 佢當你係草" It's just a slang that directly translates to "You treat them like they're treasure, they treat you like you're grass" This is particularly true, and the grass is usually substituted with dirt/shit/DOG-shit.

Just remember, (and don't worry, these things I NEVER forget)

'an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth'.