放不低

Watched this TV program about these teenagers going away for a month to experience looking after a baby and what impact it'll have in their lives.

There was one couple, where this guy just can't put up with his gf coz she was always throwing a hissy-fit and arguing all the time. After the program and some thinking, he said he didn't want to be with her coz he just can't look after his own feelings as well as her feelings and she's 'high-maintenance'.

There's another couple, they love each other alot and were engaged etc etc. before going away. Then after the program the guy were at the point where he doesn't know if he is in love with her anymore or not. He said he loves her, but just not in love with her anymore.

In both cases, the boys said that they treasured the time they had together, but they just had to break up...though they still want to stay friends - HOW? Just tell me HOW?? So they want the love but they just don't reciprocate?

OUCH...can feel these raw scars ripped back open again

有病呻吟 張學友

想喝水　給我水
或者高燒可勉強減退
然後鎮靜情緒
忘掉我這裡應該　有誰

不要想　只管睡
肉體安好不要怕心碎
無謂繼續麻醉
期待你會賜給我　藥水

如果失戀註定逃不過
逃到病床前　才明白更多
和你分手都也捱得過
然而這夜為何
無能力退燒　多麼錯#

不要緊　請辜負
或者傷風比你更可惡
從病榻上回顧
其實愛你太辛苦　何苦

如果失戀註定逃不過
逃到病床前　才明白更多
和你分手都也捱得過
然而這夜為何
難承受痛楚

誰說失戀總會捱得過
捱到病床前　才承受最多
和你分手都也捱得過
為何徹夜難眠
良藥就算苦　請給我

Please give me something to make it all go away...
I am this close -> <- to not caring about anything anymore... fuck everything, fuck life, fuck caring I don't give a shit